Fear

A friend recently blogged about fear and it got me thinking. It's amazing how most people would say that I have been fairly fearless in my life and I suppose in a way that is true. Now fear seems to be a constant in my world, fear to move on, fear to stay still, fear to become what I thought I wanted to become.

I started this entry a few weeks ago and hadn't found the time to return to it. Today I started a new one and realized that fear is difficult. Once you get past the monsters and you move on to the next level new monsters emerge. It takes a lot to stand up and be counted. It takes a lot to remember who you thought you wanted to be. The question that remains to be seen is "Is it worth it?" Does fighting the monsters make a difference or is it simply a futile and redundant game?

I'll let you know.