Moving?

Despite our frustration with not making everyone happy, we love being back. When we moved back to the East Coast almost seven years ago, I swore I would never move back here. I could not imagine wanting to live here- after all I had spent much of my early life trying to get out. We have been successful in Philly. We love the location. It's less than two hours to everything. I love the culture. I love the pace. I love that the ocean is so close. We've built a life there and because we were on our own we have very specific ways in which we do things. We've had lots of support from friends that have become like family there. It's been wonderful. It sounds terrible and it certainly isn't meant to hurt anyone, but we liked our solitude. We enjoyed our weekend trips and our ability to go where ever we wanted without hurting other people or accounting for our time. However, the big twist is...in the past year we've realized that we really want to move home.

Our family and friends are moving on, getting married, having children. The holidays come and we aren't here. CJ asks for his Pop Pop almost everyday. I have become extremely close with my mother and I miss her friendship when I am gone. I was such a tomboy and such a daddy's girl growing up that we didn't always get to spend as much time together. Now that I have my own daughter I want even more to have time with my Mama. To learn from her wisdom and to watch her enjoying her grandkids. It's important to me. I want my children to know their family. Even though we do a good job with phone calls and visits, it's not the same. My niece comes over to my parents a lot and I want that for my children too.

We'd like to stay out East until Casey finishes school in two years, but it's getting harder for all of us. We've been checking out jobs and I was even offered one at MU. It didn't pay enough though especially since Casey's tuition is paid. I guess we'll see how it goes. I will miss the East if we move back. I often just ask why everyone can't just come and live our dream. LOL!